ADDICTIONS.
ADDICTION ADDICTION ADDICTION
"I can't help it", that's what I say to my actions. "I started it as a joke and later became Sweet and brought pleasure to my heart, Every time I did it, I felt so good that I could not let a day pass without doing it" I state, if asked about it. "Thought I was in control of it until the day when I missed it and I felt sick, tired of life, and depressed", " When I discovered the harm that it was bringing into my body, I only had to put excuses and defensive statements that could keep me doing it , yet I know how it was bringing me to the end of life".
"The thing that I thought I was taking control over, it's now controlling me and I do it for a living. I feel like a worm, like water poured on the ground, like melted wax, and I am no longer of value even to myself, I see my life dreams going out of hand but I have no option. Even some of the people I started it with have departed from me because I am a mess to them yet we were counterparts in this sweet evil. I feel sad that even the small pieces of silver that I get, I spend it in this thing, yet doesn't add anything to my net worth. I put on worn-out laundry and eat little just to keep balance to invest in an unprofitable commodity that leads me to death".
"I am now lonely, left for death with no help, not even my friends or relatives or family can help me. I have put my hopes in darkness for I have nothing to lean on. My only wish right now is to get some one to rescue my soul from this prison that I drugged myself into unknowingly".
The above is what I was passing through the other time, but here I am straight forward, hopefull, inspired and encouraged. My brother, my sister who is reading this yet you're in the same category, please don't give up on yourself, there is a friend who has his hands open and willing to save you out of that prison, you also know your cannot help yourself, even if you try very hard. His name is Jesus, it's all about you being willing to receive Him in your life and he will help you out. He will help you to see light again he will be your leaning pillar and your walking stick because he is not only spiritual but also plays a big part in our physical life. Therefore call upon his name even if you're alone and he will rescue you.
AMUTUHEIRE ASAPH
